thinking maturely?

"stop acting like you're so innocent.." 

"pembulak!"

"what a b*."

"aiyer.. so hiao eh."

-words i'm hearing since the first day of the year.

I'm not offended, really =)

You know, if you tell me that 10 years ago, I would have shoved my fist up your throat 'til you could taste my armpit. But no, I'm not the old Tracy you knew anymore. Of course, I am sad. Hearing all these around me... My world seems to crumble in and everything. Yes, I wouldn't put the blame on anyone. Because right now, I'm not gonna judge anyone. I'm not gonna say I'm right and you're wrong. I'm not gonna defend myself or fight back. No, that was the old me. Whatever you think of me, of who I was or am, it's your rights. I can't stop people from talking, neither can I stop them from thinking. I'm fine, you know, if you wanna go in front of me and tell me how much you hate me, how much you despise my existence, you can. It's not wrong. People gotta express their feelings sometimes. But after that, promise me one thing, that we'll stay friends. Who are we to not forgive each other when even God Himself forgives His people?

God bless you :)

In the final analysis, it is between YOU and GOD. 

It was never between YOU and THEM anyway.

-Mother Teresa-